someone just drown me or flood me with beer, man.
i cant stand this fucking shit already -_-
i feel like giving up.i go out. you get pissed.
i stay home. YOU get pissed. what the hell?wow. i'm already so lifeless everyday, and your just making it worse.
YEAH. I HATE STUDYING.
SO WHAT.
CANT YOU JUST ACCEPT IT.
oh i bet you can't.
cuz even i cant. Great.
LOL.
Went out today.
went out today.
yeah baby.
Heys, i didn't mean to do that. but my friends are free this week? my fault?
better than i stay at home and stare and stare right.
say i keep play game. okay lorh. insomnia also my fault. omg.
i shld just kill myself.
Joking. i'm not stupid, yeah.
OKAY.
this is really an angry post.
i should stop venting my anger.
well. its not the limit yet, isn't it?
there's no vulgar! [;
xoxox.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
6:42 PM

Please show me the world, i've been trapped in this shitty prison cell for too long.
Hey, boy. All i want to say is: saranghaeyo. (;
but oh noo. i can't say that. FML.
because you already love 'HER' -.-'
cheryl, stop pretending you fucking love him.
how would you like it if someone you really love actually hates you?
bitch. just stop it -_-
went out todayyy [;
so damn fun.
but in the crappy school, im so...
waaah. they keep talk bout studies.
i'm fuucking guilty LOL.
because, didn't do homework. D:
IDK HOW. i hate reading. omgomgomg, i H-A-T-E READING.
shit, i feel damn bad, you bitches.so i'm an irritant?
you should just tell me directly.
don't show me at.
feel like crying now .
frog.
yeah. frogs are..idk.
HAHA.
whatever. this is crap.
fuck this weird shit,
im gonna go die now.
xoxo.
6:40 PM
I just don't feel my heart is right for you anymore...
Because if you never get your heart broken, you'll never know how to love. Well, Drake was THE perfect boyfriend, and all his qualities were too awesome. He is sensible, and so incredible, and all my single friends were jealous because of him. He said everything i need to hear, and it's like i couldn't ask for anything better. He opens up my door and i get into his car and he says that i look beautiful tonight. And i feel PERFECTLY FINE.
But my life has one blank spot. Well, i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's 2am and i'm cursing Andrew's name. So in love that i acted insane, and that's the way i loved you. Breaking down and coming undone, it's a roller coaster kinda rush, and i never knew i could feel that much and that's the way i loved you.
But then again, Drake respects my space, and he calls exactly when he says will. He's close to my mother and he talks business with my father, yeah, he's charming and endearing, and i'm comfortable.
But i'm just missing a thing that i'm to used to and that's...screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's 2am and i'm cursing Andrew's name. He's so in love that he acted insane. And that's the way i loved him...breaking down and coming undone, it's a, roller coaster kinda rush! And i never knew i could feel that much. And THAT'S the way i loved him. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, roller coaster rush. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
5:34 PM
It's the weekend! :3
Okay, pick 6 people to go on vacation. (You MUST be there!)
1. Kaylie Jocelyn
2. Jesslyn Adrianne
3. Tiffany Calachan
4. Mikayla Wright
5. Gillian Shay
Car Seating
Driver: Mikayla; she ought to have a car by now! :P
Shotgun: GILLIAN SAYS, "I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car"
Back left: Jesslyn! Left suits her since she's a lefty, anyway. :P
Back middle: MOI, which is Kaylie, of course. \^o^/
Back right: Tiffany - a righty. TEEHEE (x
Arrival
Who unloads the car? Tiffany, the giant neat freak. She'd clean ANYTHING no matter how dirty it is!
Who is already running for the beach? Gillian, hahaha! xD
Who goes inside to chill out for a while? Tiffany since she says cleaning up is tiresome. :P
Who says they wanna go eat? Are you kidding me? EVERYBODY! :DDD
Who says they wanna go shopping? Me, cause i just wanted to make Jesslyn who is scary sometimes happy. <:
Who wants to go shopping? JESSLYN, DUH! LOOOL.
On the beach
Who is surfing? - Jesslyn! She's epic like Zac Efron and Kelly Slater. Well, epic in SURFING!
Who is fishing? - I, Kaylie and Gillian. We're pro fishers, don't mess with us, k? (:
Who is tanning? - Tiffany! Hahahaha! Sometimes she's half fashionable. (:
Who is building sandcastles? Gillian, Jesslyn, Mikayla. That's so fun!! ;D
Who is kissing in the sand? what the fuck? No one. -_-" But if you really want an answer, YOU.
Who is swimming? Jesslyn, after she fell down. But me and Mikayla joined her in swimming too! :D
Who is running or going on a walk? - Tiffany, she's pretty mature and calls walks "peace and quiet". xD
Who is doing yoga? - Gillian! (x She's good in fitness, lol. :P
Who is taking pictures? Mikayla, she's addicted to photography.
Sleeping Arrangements – who is where?
First room (1 double bed): Jesslyn, she likes everything for HERSELF! xD Lol, but she's not all snobbish. <":
Second room (2 single beds): Tiffany and me. I just want my bedroom to be prettier than the rest. :P
Third room (2 single beds): Gillian and Mikayla, the bff's.
On Vacation
Who is swimming all day? Gillian and Tiffany. Those 2 sure have a say in peace and nature and health!
Who is splashing who? Me splashing Jesslyn and ruining her makeup. HAHAHA! She threw a huge hissy fit. :P
Who makes everyone’s lunches? We must all be very 'BERKERJASAMA'. (x
Who remembers the sunscreen? ME! Me is not a sunburnt girl, hehehe. :PP
Who gets burnt anyway? Mikayla
Who gets hit on the most? Jesslyn
Who spends the most money? We will shareeee. :3 but i think Gillian, lolol.
Who gets hurt trying to jump from the balcony to the pool? Nobody. >_> dangerous q's! D;
Who gets locked out of the room? me. HAHAHAHA, i was texting and screaming! ROFL, very funny just now. :P
Who gets up early to see the sunrise? tiffany and gillian but gillian will go back to sleep a few mins later. xDD
Who walks on the beach at night? Jesslyn and me, to make us look like PRINCESS ARIEL.
Who collects seashells? All, but i think the one who collected most for jewelry is JESSLYN. Heehee, (x
Thursday, June 23, 2011
9:10 PM
~kthanksbai. (x
1. Where did you take your profile pic?
- At home. :p
2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- three quarter and a shirt, (;
3. What is your current problem?
- You. LOL!
4. What makes you happy most?
- *who? oh, ashleigh and yasmin <3
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to now?
- E.T! Love that song, :D
6. Any celeb you would marry?
- TAYLOR LAUTNERRR. <3
7. Name some one/persons with the same birthday as you:
- idk.
8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
- No, but I hope to..only if my nervousness of singing in front of a huge audience goes away! :B
9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
- LOL, yes, but forgot which celebrity.
10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
- BOTH. I'm such a kid. {:
11. Do you speak any other languages than English?
- Yes! :D
12. Has anyone you've been really close to passed away?
- no, ]:
13. Do you ever watch MTV?
- Yeah. Pretty cool. But i only watch Sweet 16 on MTV. xD
14. What's something that really annoys you?
- umum, idk actually. :/
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Chapter 1
1. Middle name: JOCELYN! :D
2. Nickname(s): Kim or Kimmy. (;
3. Current location: Living room.
4. Eye color: dark brooooown <3
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Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): Yes. (:
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: Married. -_____________-
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Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream: Cookies And Cream! :D
2. Season: SPRING. pretty flowers <3
3. Shampoo/conditioner: O: Shampoo? umm, maybe, SUNSILK? xD
4. Favorite Thing: FAV THING? COMPUTER. Lol. (x
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Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?: I'm not Ashleigh.
2. Do you write on your hand?: a loooooot, with my awesome partner. (;
3. Call people back?: Uh, unless they are my bestfriends. (Y) the gang. (':
4. Believe in God?: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. :D
5. Any bad habits?: :P yeaaaaaaap; always on the computer too much. )x
6. Any mental health issues: Mental health issues? LOL, no. :p
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Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff: nope. o.o
2. Had physical therapy?: noo! ):
3. Gotten stitches?: never wanted one. }:
4. Taken painkillers: no.
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: snorkeling, 8D
6. Thrown up at the dentist: NO. But dentist does scare me. ;P
7. Sworn in front of your parents?: No, but they caught me swearing. :S
8. Had detention?: LOL, yes, but i never really go. [:<
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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s): True Confessions. :D
2. Three people who texted you: Ashleigh, Yasmin, Rachel. :D
3. Person you called: debby. <3
4. Person you hugged: STEPHANIE (:
5. Person you tackled?: ADRIANA. HEHE, <3 WACHAA!
6. Person you talked to on YM : ym? yahoo mail? :p If yes, yes. xD
7. Thing you touched?: Keyboard...o:
8. Thing you ate?: Orange. :B
9. Thing you drank: Wateeer.
10. Thing you said: So, why you call me here? -.-
11. Person you kissed: my ass.
13. Friend you saw: Bianca, Jessica, Aimee.
NOW TAG 20 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME
Friday, April 8, 2011
2:31 AM
Oh, woaah, oh. :D
Answer the questions using only one word! It's not as easy as you might think! Copy and change the answers that suit you and pass it on. Be sure to tag the person you received it from!
1. Where is your cell phone?
Bedroom, ;p
2. Your significant other?
Men. :P
3. Your hair?
Cool. (;
4. Your mother?
MUMMYYY :D
5. Your father?
Daddy. {:
6. Your favorite place?
MALL (y)
7. Your dream last night?
Forgot, D:
8. Your favorite drink?
Ribenaa! xD
9. Your dream/goal?
Something. :P
10. What room you are in?
Living. :D
11. Your hobby?
Blogging! :3
12. Your fear?
Many. :S
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
UK! (;
14. Where were you last night?
Home. -.-
15. Something that you aren't?
Baboon, :D
16. Muffins?
LOVE. (y)
17. Wish list item?
5A's. :B
18. Where you grew up?
Australia. (:
19. Last thing you did?
STUDYY. xP
20. What are you wearing?
Clothes? o.o
21. Your TV?
Entertainingg! xD
22. Your pet(s)?
Died. D:
23. Friends?
freaks <3
24. Your life?
GREAT. (y)
25. Your mood?
HAPPY :D
26. Missing someone?
Yes. ]:
27. Car?
NONE.
28. Something you're not wearing?
Tie. :P
29. Your favorite store?
Manyyy, :D
30. Your favorite color?
RED. :D
33. When is the last time you laughed?
kumon,(:
34. Last time you cried?
IDK.
35. Who will resend this?
TASHAAAAA ~
36. One place that I go to over and over?
Thailand. -__________________________-
37. One person who emails me regularly?
FACEBOOOOOOOOK xD
38. My favorite place to eat?
McDonalds. :D
2:15 AM
Don't need you tonight,
No regrets.
Feelin' so fly like a sohai! :$
Homygod.
I keep forgetting to update my blog.
March 9th flying to Singapore.
Staying for 4 days & 3 nights.
Awww, little boys are so cute.. LOLOLOL.
Kay, byeloveyou.
1:55 AM
Singaporeeee.
So cute right!
Anyway, GOING to Singapore tomorrow. ;eeks, anyone wanna go out, gimme your numbers.
I wanna exploreee. Never been to SG before.
Orchard road, lans, sentosa, US. Whatever. Just bring me on a tour.
Talking to myself :
Thoughts, wonders. Maybe , just MAYBE. Will you ever like me? o_o
I ask myself that question alot.
Distance doesn't matter. Really. To me that is. Maybe to you it matters. ;sigh.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuck. I miss you.
and no matter what they say, i still love you boy.
1:53 AM
Watch me burn down in flames.
I couldn't sleep last night because i know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peach to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hope to give you forever.
I love you. I'll be seeing you.
YEAH RIGHT, THAT'S JUST FAKE. WHAT THE HELL. I'M GLAD YOU'RE GONE.
Limited love.
1:52 AM
Profile

Bonjour. My name's Kimberly and i'm 15, turning 16.
20 September is my birthday.
I'm just another somebody. I'm extremely fond of chocolates and cheesecakes. I heart simplicity and i've a passion for soft colors - blue, pink, white. I swear my deep love for Japanese mangas & animes. I have a faint interest in learning French and Japanese. I'm pretty quiet, except that when i'm really HIGH, i can get
reallyreallyreally wild. I believe in miracles, alright, and hell yesh, i love my
pretty awesome friends. I like:
Kpop/Jpop/English Music. Personal faves inlude
Taylor Swift + Katy Perry + SNSD + SHINee + Kim Bum. I'm from Chicago, IL, USA. I live in a semi-detached. I love to sing, dance, and act. My favorite songs are
Love Story, Fearless, Teenage Dream, Firework and Fashion. I'm in a band called
Diva Effect with my 2 best friends, Ashleigh and Yasmin. I play the guitar, Ashleigh sings, Yasmin plays the drums. We're currently working on a song called
This Is Your Life. It's our first song, so no insults please. (:
So, love you if you love me(: I ain't perfect but I'm unique, live with it. If you wish to contact me, please send an email to ivyrose135@yahoo.com or ask me for my Skype name. Thank you.
Imma a music/books/iTouch lover & a twitter/tumblr/taptap addict. ^^