VOLCANO on the BALCONY!
watch your step if you dare risk getting closer to me.INDON VS MELAYU
INDO: Nk jln2 kat kota
MALAY: Pusing2 ke bandar (kalo pusing minum obat trz bobog skali! WKWK)
INDO: Bioskop
MALAY: Panggung Wayang (mo nonton ovj x ye ~ kwkwkw)
INDO: Rumah sakit jiwa
MALAY: Gubuk gila (lu aje yg gilaaaa, aneh gue, idong weyh sii, ckckck)
INDO: dokter ahli jiwa
MALAY: dokter gila (BWAHAHAHHAHA, ksiand doktor, ckck)
INDO: Pintu Darurat
MALAY: Pintu Kecemasan
INDO: Wortel
MALAY: karet (ngapain makan karet? Kurker..)
INDO: Air bening
MALAY: Air kosong
INDO: Rumah sakit bersalin
MALAY: Hospital korban lelaki (ahahahaha...Bener juga skali yaa. gk gile gue, sume g, wkwkw)
INDO: Wc
MALAY: bilik Merenung (merenungi yg dikeluarin??? Kwkwk)
INDO: Ranjau darat
MALAY: Periuk api (periuk api apa periuk nasi??)
INDO: granat
MALAY: batu letup
INDO: dasi
MALAY: tali leher (lu kire mo bunuh diri! Ahahahah)
INDO: Odol
MALAY: Obat gigi
INDO: jenggot
MALAY: akar gigi
INDO: Penjara
MALAY: bilik penyesalan
INDO: UGD
MALAY: Bilik kecemasan
INDO: tendangan Pinalti
MALAY: sepak hadiah (ulang taon x ah! Wkwk)
INDO: tendangan bebas
MALAY: sepak percume
INDO: Laptop
MALAY: Komputer mudah alih (rempong amrit cint! Wkwk)
INDO: Cuci Mobil
MALAY: cuci kereta (bwahaha..panjang donk)
INDO: sekolah menyetir
MALAY: sekolah belajar memandu (tourguide x ~ xixixi)
INDO: kalkulator
MALAY: Mesin kira
INDO: Joystick
MALAY: Batang senang (bwahahah..apaan tu?)
Sunday, January 30, 2011
8:56 PMDon't ever fall for boy's tricks. All they do is break your heart.
Kimberly Jocelyn Clarkson's Diary
January 17, 2009
Rah rah rah ah ah, roma roma ma
Gaga ooh la la, want your bad romance
I want your ugly, I want your disease
I want your everything as long as it's free
I want your love, love, love, love, I want your love
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
Whenever i hear this song, i'm reminded of someone.His name was always crossed my mind. He's all i think about, every day, and every night. For some reason, i can't seem to get him off my mind. :/
When i first saw him, i was like 'My god, he's beautiful'. I've known him for a long long time. I've known him sooo long, i don't think i can even remember when we first met. All i know is that i loved him when i first saw him. It's called Love At First Sight. ♥
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January 19, 2009
I'm not usually bothered by someone, but now, yes. Lauren (a slut from my school) had invited me to eat noodles with her in front of the school, but i refused. Lauren is so stingy, and suddenly she was so generous. I think it's a trap. :S Anyways, after i refused Lauren's request, i walked away and went to the basketball court. I saw him playing basketball and he looked so cool. The bell rang and i had to go home. But he had to stay because he's 17, so he went home at 4pm.
But i stayed at school, waiting for him to finish all his classes. Then the bell rang and all 17 and 18 year olds went home. I was standing at my locker. Then, i saw him walking. I tried to open the locker door to hide my face, but he saw me. He says "Hey, Kim. Aren't you supposed to be at home?". Uh-oh. I can't tell him i stayed until 4pm waiting for him to finish all his classes! I searched my mind for an excuse. FINALLY! I found one, so i said "Oh, well i have co-curriculum.". He smiled and said "You must be tired...want me to walk you home?". I smiled, because i liked it when he walked me home. Actually, i liked it whenever he was with me. I said "Sure.". So we both started walking and on the way to my house, we started talking about all kinds of things. But then, we talked so much that we didn't know where we were going and ended up walking to the mall! O:
I stopped walking and said to him "Whoops...looks like we didn't watch where we were going. Let's walk to my house.". I started walking to my house but then he stopped me and said "No, no, no. Let's hang out here.". I grinned. I said "Sure!" happily. (: We went to eat at Tutti Frutti (WOOH!), and after that, he took me to my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE shop! He said "I'll buy you ANYTHING you want here, no matter how much it costs.". I was UBER happy!! :D Oh, the answer to the question i've always asked myself (Does he like me? :/) is clear. HE LOVES ME! ♥ I bought so many stuff at the shop! It cost a LOT, but he still payed for it. He's so sweet. (': After that, we bought tickets to watch a movie. While waiting, we went to the arcade and played this dancing game. And then, it was 10 minutes before the movie started. We walked to the cinema and watched the movie. After watching the movie, we went bowling, and then it was already 7pm. I screamed then he said "What's wrong???". I looked at him and said "Omg, it's so late! I really need to go home! But i'm hungry...". He said "Hmmm...let's have dinner at McDonalds. But eat fast.". I grinned. I loved McDonalds, so i said "Sure!!". After eating at McDonalds, he walked me home. Today was the best day ever ♥
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January 25, 2009
Hi. Good news and bad news. Good news is; he broke with Lauren!!! :D Bad news is; he never hangs out with me anymore. Every time i see him, i stop and say hello but he just waved at me and continued walking away. Why? BECAUSE HE'S GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND! I hate that girl! Who is she?! He usually always refused when other girls ask to be his girlfriend, and whenever he's having a party, he invites his guy friends only. But then, this girl asks him to be his girlfriend and he said YES. So he doesn't actually love me </3 I think he really fell in love for the first time, on this girl. And he did not fall in love with ME! The girl's name is Vanessa Catherine. Well, that girl is going DOWN. He is mione. Just MINE. And NO ONE, in this whole world will take him away from me.
ESPECIALLY that girl.
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February 1, 2009
This week I was all depressed and all. This was one of the weeks where i hate every single thing and don't care about anything. And i think, from now on, i'll be like that EVERYDAY. It was so obvious that he reaaaally loves the girl who ruined my life. I wish he would know how heartbroken i feel right now </3 What's worse, the girl was also the same class as him. Their class is on 3rd floor, while my class was on the 1st floor. Sheero asked me yesterday while driving home, why I'm looking weird lately. My god, how could i answer it honestly. I can only say that I'm sad because of my suckish results for my math exam. Let's hope he doesn't find out that my result is actually 100. Seriously, i suck at making up excuses.
He tried to comfort me with his gorgeous smile, but it didn't work this time. Not wanting to appear weak in his eyes, I forced a smile till my jaw hurt. Then he starts telling me about the girl. About his favorite actor and actress, her favorite singer, favorite food, and others. The girl is completely different than me. I do not like Justin Bieber. I only like Bruno Mars. Instead, she was a big fan of Justin Bieber. My heart was getting cut into slices, like my heart was a pineapple being cut by his new girlfriend.
Gosh, i hate her more and more every single day.
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February 14, 2009
Today is Valentine's Day.
You're thinking that me and him made up, eh? Well, you are so wrong. However, he did give me a bar of dark chocolate. My favorite. But then, he left to go to his stupid new girlfriend's house. When he left, i was home alone. I was crying on the staircase, begging him please don't go. Sheero, should I be honest with you? Why the world is so unfair to me? ): People are so free to choose who can be loved. But while I do not. What would people say if they know I love him? I can never love him. I can only like him as a friend...</3
Monday, January 24, 2011
12:46 AMThere wont be a day where i don't think of you.
Lol, i bet you thought i was gonna write something emo, lololol. Well you thought WRONGLY.
I hate facebook. It's one of the many social sites i despise. I just like looking at the pictures on there. Hehe. No, i don't stalk. -_-
Yesterday i was resurrecting the kid in me. There was a water balloon fight yesterday at my cousins and LOL, we ran out of water balloons so we used a hose, a bucket, plastic bags etc to splash water on everyone. Haha, damn, it was fucking fun.
by the way..
Hoyeah. ;D Okay, i gotta go. Bye.
- YASMIN, THE GIRL WHO IS UBER WET BECAUSE SHE HAS HAD A WATER BALLOON FIGHT AT HER COUSIN'S HOUSE
Sunday, January 23, 2011
10:54 PMHad 'gotong royong' in school today. It was actually fun. Although i have to spend my money on color paper to decorate the class again on monday. -_- What a waste. Sports day is in... June. Whaaat theeeee. School is so weird this year. Everything's delayed. Except for the biggest exam in August. No fair. How come THAT'S not delayed? D:< Lol. So, uh, bye.
- YASMIN THE ONE WHO FAILS IN ALMOST ALL OF HER EXAMS
10:38 PM
He has the key to my heart.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts,
I got no fears, tears or pain.
As soon as i open my eyes i can already feel the tears,
I already know its a new beginning of growing fear.
Sometimes growing fear makes you stronger forever,
But even letting go your tears would make things better.
I dig a hole in my chest just to reach my heart,
I'll give it to you to keep but my body will be apart.
Without my body but with my hear you'll still have love,
I'll be long gone up to the heaven and i'll watch you from above.
Thats when you'll be free and a new life you'll start,
but don't ever forget that you have the key to my heart <3
[ K ] [ I ] [ M ] [ B ] [ E ] [ R ] [ L ] [ Y ] (:
[ K ] [ I ] [ M ] [ B ] [ E ] [ R ] [ L ] [ Y ] (:
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
10:51 PMSelf destruct.
Please help, i'm filled with pain.
I'm not loved or full of arms around me like the rest.
I make a fist, squeze my hands and scream at the sky,
I lose my voice and rain goes upon my face, couldn't tell if i cried.
All i talk about is crying because its all i do when i'm alone,
It's hard to share my true stories in person or even on the phone.
I'm a girl who stands up for herself but there's something pulling me down,
I tried to leave my friends alone but they keep beging for me to be around.
I try doing the best for myself and stay looking sharp as a knife,
I must keep moving in order to have a strong and wealthy life.
10:45 PM
Breathe.
Light the candle and look into my eyes and tell me you care.
Because i promise that you wont find anyone out there who really does.
If you really think you can find that true person that can be there for you when you need them. They will cry, beg and die for your forgiveness and wont mistaken you again. I am full of love and pride and i wont give up on myself for a better future with my best friends and hopefully, we all find the true person we all love and be there for. All you have to do is breathe.
10:43 PM
The friend that i will be.
The best thing i can do as a friend is stand by your side,
I will no longer be your lover because of the pain between you and I.
Now i stand to you as a friend and be there like i always have been before,
You make me feel like i'm in a qhole new world when i open the door.
You fill my heart with greatness and joy as if you were a family to me,
You're my heart, sister and bestie that gives me the love that i need.
Your the one who makes me happy from the inside and out witch is sweet,
You deserve someone faithful and giving you love so that friend i will be. <3
10:40 PM
Goodbye forever, brother...
You hardly every come to see me,
But whenever you do,
You go back home so fast.
That's just how you live.
Oh,
You take and take and take until there's nothing left for me...
I should've known that you were trouble,
From the first time i saw you...
Gave you all i had and you tossed in the trash,
To give me all your love was all i ever asked for because,
What you don't understand is;
I'd catch a grenade for ya!
Throw my hand on a blade for ya!
I'd jump in front of a train for ya!
You know i'd do anything for ya,
I would go through all that pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, i would die for you,
But you wont do the same.
You can beat till i'm numb,
Tell the devil i said "hey",
When you get back to where you came from.
Mad brother,
Bad brother,
That's just what you are.
Yeah, you'll smile in my face, and rip the breaks out my car.
Gave you all i had and you tossed it in the trash,
Yes, you did!
To give me all your love is all i ever asked for because,
What you don't understand is;
I'd catch a grenade for ya!
Throw my hand on a blade for ya!
I'd jump in front of a train for ya!
You know i'd do anything for ya,
I would go through all that pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, i would die for you,
But you wont do the same.
If my body was on fire,
You'd watch me burn down in the flames.
You said you loved me but you're a liar cause you never, ever, ever did!
But i'll still catch a grenade for ya!
Throw my hand on a blade for ya!
I'd jump in front of a train for ya!
You know i'd do anything for ya!
I would go through all that pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, i would die for you,
But you wont do the same.
No, you wont do the same.
You wouldn't do the same.
Hi. I'm Kimberly Jocelyn Clarkson. Nothing special about me, except that i'm beloved by everyone. Except for one person. Henry Clarkson, my brother who died on 14 January 2011.
Who is he? Well, he's the guy that i dedicate this post to. The first time i saw him, i thought he was a wonderful boy. But i was wrong. He's a monster. Even though he treats me like dirt, i'll still love him forever and ever. But he wont do the same. :/
How did he die? Well, he was walking home from a party on 14 January 2011 at 11:26pm. But then, a drunk kid was driving home from a party and then when the light was green (for HUMANS, not cars), Henry walked, but that stupidly blind drunk kid didn't see the light, so he hit Henry. Oh, Henry, i hope you're reading this up from heaven, i wish it was ME who got hit by that drunk kid. I love you so much. Goodbye, forever.
8:21 PM
And that's the way i loved you.
He is sensible,
And so incredible,
And all my single friends are jealous.
He says everything i need to hear.
And it's like i couldn't ask for anything better.
He opens up my door and he says "You look beautiful tonight!".
And i feel perfectly fine.
But i miss screaming & fighting & kissing in the rain,
It's 2am and i'm cursing your name!
You're so in love that you act insane,
And that's the way i loved you.
Breaking down and coming undone,
It's a roller coaster kinda rush!
Never knew i could feel that much,
And that's the way i loved you.
He respects my space and never makes me wait,
And he calls exactly when he says he will,
He's close to my mother,
And he talks business with my father.
He's charming, and endearing,
And i'm comfortable.
But i miss been screaming & fighting & kissing in the rain,
It's 2am and i'm cursing your name!
You're so in love that you act insane,
And that's the way i loved you.
Breaking down and coming undone,
It's a roller coaster kinda rush!
Never knew i could feel that much,
And that's the way i loved you.
He can't see the smile i'm faking,
And my heart's not breaking,
Cause i'm not feeling anything at all,
And you were wild and crazy,
Just so frustrating,
Intoxicating,
Complicating,
Got away by some mistake and now...
I miss screaming & fighting & kissing in the rain,
It's 2am and i'm cursing your name!
I'm so in love that i acted insane,
And that's the way i loved you.
Breaking down and coming undone,
It's a roller coaster kinda rush!
Never knew i could feel that much,
And that's the way i loved you.
Monday, January 17, 2011
6:50 PMSickSickSick.
Sick, now i'm fucking moodless.
Totally confused.
School's alright.
Hey, bitch. Can you do me a favor? Good.
Die, please. Thank you ♥
You don't know anything, fuck off from my life.
I'll be glad to help you end your pitiful life.
Too bad you don't know my blog link.
This special post is for you.
You backstabbing liar.
Friday, January 14, 2011
5:53 AMAwesome Eight! :D
Last eight to write on my wall.
1. Puteri Alisa ♥
2. Aimee Chan ♥
3. Jessie Tyson ♥
4. Raz Mira Razlan ♥
5. Sofia Izzati ♥
6. Brenda Ng ♥
7. Eva Tan ♥
8. Tabitha Ow ♥
Number 1
What’s their name?:
- Puteri Alisa. :D
How old are they?:
- A year older than me. (:
Are they an only child?:
- Nope.
How long have you known them?:
- Few years. :B
What is their favorite color?:
- Purple! :D
What are they afraid of?:
- She's a daredevil! (Y)
What do they want to do for a living?:
- I don't know.
Number 2
What’s their name?:
- Aimee Chan ♥
How did you meet?:
- CHS! :DD
Would you ever date this person?:
- Nopee. (:
Maybe just practice kiss?:
- NO!
What is your favorite thing about this person?:
- her weird-ness. (:
Have you met their family?:
- Her sister! :D
How often do you see this person?:
- ALL the time! :D
Do you trust them?:
- YES (:
Have you ever gotten into an arguement?:
- Um, I don't think so..
When will be the next time you see them?:
- Tomorrow! (Y)
Number 3
What’s their name?:
- Jessie Tyson. (:
Have you ever met this person?:
-YESHHHHH :DD
When was the last time you seen them?:
- 2 days ago.
Have you ever kissed this person?:
- No.
How often do you see them?:
- Um, sometimes I see her many times sometimes i don't? xD
Do you and this person have any common friends?:
- Duh!
How good does this person know you?:
- I'm sure she knows me well. (;
Would you do anything for this person?:
- Yeap. (:
Could they survive on a deserted island alone?:
-Without her best friends? nope! :D
What is their favorite kind of food?:
- Delicious food. xD Everyone loves food! ♥
Name one memory you’ve had with this person:
- Hugging everybody on the last day of school. (':
Number 4
What’s their name?:
- Raz Mira Razlan ♥
Do they have any special talents?:
- Yeap. PRETTINESS ♥
What do they want to do for a living?:
- I dunno.
Do they have any pets?:
- I don't think so.
Would they kill someone if it wasnt against the law?:
- maybe if she's a bad girl. (x
Do they have a bf/gf?:
- Nope.
Do you think you’ll know them forever?:
- Dunno. :B
Have you ever faught with this person before?:
- Nope .
If this person showed up at your house drunk, would you let them in?:
- YES! :D
Number 5
What’s their name?:
- SOFIA! (:
Are you close with this person?:
- Maybe. (:
When was the last time you seen them?: .
- School.
When was the last time you remember fighting with this person?:
- We haven't fought before. :D
Would you do anything for this person?:
- Yeah, sure. (:
Do you know his/her family?:
- Nope.
Do they play any instruments?: .
- Do you, Sofia? :B
Would you take them on vacation with you?:
- Sure! ♥
Number 6
What’s their name?:
- BRENDA NG (:
Where do they live?:
- Idk.
Do they work or go to school?:
- Go to school. (:
If work, where?:
- SCHOOL.
If school, where?:
- CHS :D
Have you ever seen this person drunk?
- she's always drunk. :p JKJK.
How often do you see this person?:
- Not so much. :/
Does this person know your deepest darkest secrets?:
- Nope. (: but I know his. (; Rumors! :DD
Is there an inside joke between you and this person?:
- Dunno. :S
Have you ever lied to this person intentionally?:
- Yes, actually. xD Cause she wanted to know who I like. (x
Number 7
What’s their name?:
- EVA TANNNNN :D
What do you like least about this person?:
- Nothing. (:
Does this person have any talents?:
- Yeap. ;D
What about an imagination?:
- She has amazing imagination. (Y)
What are some things you have in common?:
- We love each other and we're awesome together. (:
How long have you known this person?:
- 2 years. :B
Ever ditched school with this person?:
- No.........:D
Has he/she ever been arrested?:
- Yeah, for loving me too much! (: Love you too, B. :D
If he/she needed a place to crash for the night, would you let them stay?:
- OF COURSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D
Do they have a bf/gf?:
- Maybe.
What kind of music do they like?:
- Pop music! :DD
Number 8
What’s their name?:
- Tabitha Ow ♥
How old is this person?:
- 16.
How long have you known them?:
- Not that long...
Do you know their family?:
- Her brother Andy and her sister Bethel, A.K.A Beth.
Who is their favorite musician?:
- Idk.
Do they drive?:
- nope.
When was the last time you seen them?:
- Forgot. :B
What is something they do for fun?:
- Talk to Beth? (:
What is something that they always say to you?:
- KIM (:
Does this perosn have any nicknames for you?:
- yeah.
If so, what are they?:
- Kim
Random Questions
Have you ever dated anyone on your top?:
- Nopes. (: but i married 2. (x
If so, who?:
- never dated anybody.
Do you like anyone on your top?:
- NOPE! I love them. (;
Are anyone on your top currently dating?:
- Idk. :B
Would you give number 3 a massage if they asked for it?:
- Of course. (: anything for you babeee! :D
Would number 2 comfort you when you are crying?:
- Yes. (:
When was the last time number 2 seen number 5?:
- School.
Do they even know each other?:
- Yeah.
Would number 3 and number 6 be a good couple?:
- AAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA, nooooooo!
What about 2 and 6?:
- AHAHAHAHAHAHHA, noooo! Again. :B
If 4 and 5 got together, what would you say?:
- MIRA AND SOFIA?!??! well, they are BEST FRIENDS. :p
Pick 3 of the 8 to go with you to a deserted island::
- Aimee, Mira and Brenda. :D Cause i wanna see these 3 ♥
How many of these people have you kissed?:
- None. (:
Have any of them had sex before?:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Have you had sex with any of them before?:
- That's not funny. -.-
How many of them have you gone to school with?:
- All, :D
If given the chance would number 1 kill number 2 ?:
- Nope! :D
Would 2 kill 3?:
- AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, no. :p
What would happen if 1-8 had a sleepover?:
- WHY DIDN'T YOU AJAK ME?! ):<
Does 1 have a crush on you?:
- No. xD
Do you know any secrets about number 2 that you cant tell anyone?:
- yeah. :B
Have you told anyone?
- Yes. :S Aimee, if you're reading this, THEN IT WAS BY ACCIDENT! -.-'
If number 3 asked you to marry them, you’d say:
- SURE BAYBEH :D
Have you talked about marrying anyone on your top?:
- NOOOOOOO.
Whats the wildest thing you and number 2 did together?:
- Throw a water balloon right in front of her and she got super wet. :D
Sunday, January 9, 2011
12:10 AMProfile
Bonjour. My name's Kimberly and i'm 15, turning 16. 20 September is my birthday. I'm just another somebody. I'm extremely fond of chocolates and cheesecakes. I heart simplicity and i've a passion for soft colors - blue, pink, white. I swear my deep love for Japanese mangas & animes. I have a faint interest in learning French and Japanese. I'm pretty quiet, except that when i'm really HIGH, i can get reallyreallyreally wild. I believe in miracles, alright, and hell yesh, i love my pretty awesome friends. I like: Kpop/Jpop/English Music. Personal faves inlude Taylor Swift + Katy Perry + SNSD + SHINee + Kim Bum. I'm from Chicago, IL, USA. I live in a semi-detached. I love to sing, dance, and act. My favorite songs are Love Story, Fearless, Teenage Dream, Firework and Fashion. I'm in a band called Diva Effect with my 2 best friends, Ashleigh and Yasmin. I play the guitar, Ashleigh sings, Yasmin plays the drums. We're currently working on a song called This Is Your Life. It's our first song, so no insults please. (: So, love you if you love me(: I ain't perfect but I'm unique, live with it. If you wish to contact me, please send an email to ivyrose135@yahoo.com or ask me for my Skype name. Thank you.Imma a music/books/iTouch lover & a twitter/tumblr/taptap addict. ^^
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