VOLCANO on the BALCONY!

watch your step if you dare risk getting closer to me.



I'm just, so bored. And i can't be bothered to update. Hol's been fun tho, went to Singapore. (:


And in case you haven't noticed, changed my blogskin.


I'm Lovin' It.


Colors rock.

I am. Sad. Confused. A bit angry. Tired of trying to get you to love me. 

sick of always being rejected because you love her.

I'm bored as hell, so i'll take the...

SEVEN DAY MINUTE CHALLENGE

Day MINUTE 1 - Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day MINUTE 2 - Six things you love.
Day MINUTE 3 - Five songs you like.
Day MINUTE 4 - Four things you wish you could say, but might never.
Day MINUTE 5 - Three things you miss.
Day MINUTE 6 - Two things you want.
Day MINUTE 7 - One story of a memory you have.


ONE.
1. Wonder when i'll die.
2. Wonder how long more i have to study.
3. Wonder what's the best contacts color for me.
4. Wonder when i'm gonna get married.
5. Wonder what i'll name my child.
6. Wonder what colour i'm going to paint my nails next.
7. Wonder what colour i should paint the walls of my bedroom..

TWO. (THINGS, not people. :B)
1. Cats.
2. Facebook.
3. Perfume.
4. Snacks.
5. My ladder.
6. Books.

THREE.
1. Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
2. Stand In The Rain - Superchick
3. Fireflies - Owl City
4. Just A Dream - Nelly
e. Rocketeer - Far East Movement

FOUR.
1. I love you.
2. I'm sorry.
3. I hate you.
4. Die, bitch.

FIVE.
1. Your love for me.
2. My old friends.
c. The simplicity of life where the hardest thing to decide on was just choosing the colour of a crayon.

SIX.
1. Your love.
2. To be with you, forever.

SEVEN.
Once upon a time,
After the bells would chime,
There was these two girls,
Who'd have an awesome time.
They'd laugh and have fun,
Go swimming under the sun.
They were young and carefree,
Lived their lives without a plea,
Grew up together,
And all the time they would banter.
These girls were best friends,
In the world without pretense.
Six years together and nothing has changed.
Until one decided to leave, and the other, outraged.
Slowly, they drifted furthur apart,
Their beautiful friendship, they had to impart.
Now I wonder, would it be the same,
If I hadn't signed my horrible name.

I'M CHANGING DAYS TO MINUTES.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession


ONE.
L: Please, just fuck the hell off from my life. To leave me alone is all i ever asked. -.-'
R: I MISS YOUU ): when are you coming back to USA? It better be soon, OR ELSE. (;<
Y: WOAHH! Wasn't that bowling game yesterday awesome? (; I was number 1. (Y)
J: HAHAHAHAHAH I'M TELLING HIM.
A: Hey, are you okay? :S
B: ROLLER BLADING! This time, i'll fucking beat you. :D
R: Bitch, you think you're my best friend. Wanna know if it's true? HELL NO. YOU'RE JUST PLAIN ANNOYING -_-
M: Lovin' your new haircut <3
C: Omg, why the HELL did you go offline suddenly? o.o
T: WOOOO, YOU WON IN THE DANCE CONTEST! :D Congrats, babee. (;

TWO.
I'm obsessed with chocolate and cheesecakes.
I've a passion for soft colors - blue, pink, white.
I love anime and manga.
I have a faint interest in learning french and japanese.
When i'm high, i get reallyreallyreally wild.
I believe in miracles.
To me, video games are EPIC.
I'm in a band called Diva Effect.
Cute is NOT my thing.

THREE.
Be nice.
Do sweet things.
Keep me company.
Don't leave me waiting in the cold for ages.
Be there when i need to cry.
Don't do things that make me cry.
If you do, you better be worth it.
Be worth it.

FOUR.
Same as on top.

FIVE. (different that's)
Agree to that.
Agree to that.
Agree to go for that.
Not do that.
Do that.
Do that.

SIX.
A
Y
B
J
R

SEVEN.
Being stuck up.
Step big.
Step smart.
Being irritating.

EIGHT.
Being a different race. (i'm not racist, FYI -.-')
Having an irritating laugh.
Being a jerk.

NINE.
:S
):

TEN.
I know you're lying, i just pretend like i don't know so i don't hurt your feelings.


Wednesday, March 16, 2011

8:08 AM

Hasn't anyone experienced an amazing love story like this? :/



There was a boy who had this huge crush on a girl. Everyday during school, the boy will look at the girl and always start thinking of her, and nobody else. Every day. He would look deep into her eyes and imagine them standing in a grassland together with no one else around, holding hands. The birds start chirping, flowers bloom. It was a beautiful day. They were walking around, exploring the beautiful place. Then, they stopped. They were standing in front of each other. The wind blew the girl's beautiful curly brown hair. They both stared at each other. The boy looked deep into her beautiful eyes. He wouldn't take his eyes off her. The girl looked back and whispered i love you. The boy closed his eyes and leaned closer to the girl and kissed her. The world became even more beautiful. Butterflies roamed around them and made a heart shape. Bloomed red roses were everywhere. Then the boy opened his eyes. Then he was just sitting down his seat in class. He realized it was only just a dream. The bell rang. He walked out of class with tears in his eyes. The girl he dreamed he was kissing ran to him and hugged him and whispered i love you too. They kissed. It's official, they were together, and will always be. They promised, they would never break up. And so they never did.


This is the sweetest story ever. It really made me be happy and cry at the same time. Ah, if only i had a love experience just like this. She told him that she loves him back when he has a crush on her too straight into his face. I wish i could do that, but i can't, and will never be able to. So i guess you'll never know my real feelings. :L Even trying to get to know you is hard, what more telling you that I have a crush on you. I did try to get to kow you but somehow it seems like you were not interested so I decide to just keep it to myself and not say a word. Yes, it sucks, but what to do? But, if you show no interest I can't force you to. So, i'll just shut up and sit by myself wondering when my frog prince will ever come. Or even when i'll ever had a love story just like this.


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

6:17 AM

A guy who plays guitar ♥



I adore guys who can play guitar and sing well. It shows a softer and emotional side of them. Imagine being under the stars, soft breeze blowing through your hair, looking eye to eye with your dream guy and he plays a love song for you with his guitar. And those words in the love song his playing is what he feels for you. Your eye starts getting teary, he stops playing the guitar, wipes your tear, holds your hand and tell you that he loves you.
(: A guy that plays guitar plays with all his heart and all his soul. If he plays a song with his guitar for you, you know that he loves you with all his heart ans his soul.  Even though I haven't found my guy that can play guitar and sing well, I know he is somewhere out there, its just a matter of time till I meet my guitar guy. <3


6:02 AM

Omg, fuck you stairs.



Another reason why I hate school. Stairs.
Obviously you know where this is going right? Yep. I fell down the stairs.
It wasn’t me just tripping down a couple of steps. 
I tumbled down from top to bottom because I tripped on my uniform.


It was extremely embarrassing because my books made my fall so loud! haha 
Other people who heard me rushed to see if I was a okay.

I ALMOST smashed my head on the ground. Thankfully, I was wearing my backpack. I probably could’ve been in the hospital or like dead if it wasn’t for my backpack.

One bad thing about my bag was when a guy tried to pull me up by the hand I couldn’t get up because of my bag and my legs were still on the stairs. I was literally like a swaying turtle! LOL
So he finally noticed and tried to carry me up. (:

I was so happy to know people actually cared about me and that I wasn't that injured.
I ended up limping with my friend to the nurse and I stayed there until school was over which was two hours.

The skin on my shin was scraped off and I have a bruise on the top of my feet, my ankles, my wrist, and a huge long bruise under my scratch. The back of my neck and back hurt so bad the next day.

I posted a status about my fall on my facebook and I was laughing at the incident. People asked me how can I be laughing about something that could’ve killed me. I’m just so happy I’m alive and didn’t have to go back to class, haha <3


5:54 AM

Writing's my thing.



I want to blog something about my life but every time I try, I just can't find the right words to put down. I've always had that problem.

I guess its my fear of dusting off past heartaches, past humiliations, and past irritations,
since most of my school essays ask to look into something I want to be forgotten.

The blinding white emptiness of a blank document increases my impatience. It taunts me when I don't even know where to start. I grow anxious to fill that space with my thoughts.

Every time I write, it's nerve wrecking.
And that's why I'm going to continue to write.

A hero must fight and feel cautious for the next battle.
A star must perform and feel nervous for the next show.

They all continue to do what they do and become stronger every time.

I must feel discomfort and feel discomfort another day until I feel discomfort no longer.

I'm going to write and express myself in all ways possible because I wasn't allowed to.
I was made, dressed and contained. An obedient body but a crying soul for expression and freedom. I was missing something and that thing was what made me unique. What makes me, me.

I no longer want people to be deaf to my words and blind to my projections. 
Hear me, look at me. Don't forget me.
I'll do the same for you.


5:50 AM

LOL, another award. :D



I was given The Versatile Blogger Award by my friend, Grysh. (: 



To accept the Versatile Blogger Award there are some rules to follow:
1. Thank and link back to who gave you the award.
2. Share seven things about yourself.
3. Pass it along to seven blogs you’ve recently discovered and enjoy.
4. Leave your recipients a note, telling them about the award.

7 Things about Rinnie Riot :

  1. I can't swim
  2. I love rock and techno 
  3. The first word I ever said was "rain"
  4. I'm addicted to chips especially Super Ring
  5. I have weird reactions to big events (its funny to see) 
  6. Cherry candy reminds me of kid medicine, EW
  7. I used to kiss everything when I was 4 because I had HUGE LIPS. xD

7 awardees of the Versatile Blogger:

  1. cyutiishortii
  2. eyeseeyouuu
  3. clarissa-nicole
  4. martaireth
  5. jajaneko
  6. necessary-nails
  7. occasionallycute


5:47 AM

Randomness.



I had frozen yogurt for the first time on MONDAYY :3 Nom nom nom. :D
At Pinkberry. Love that shop. <3
I loved it cause even it looked beautiful, (: The decorations were so cute,

But i don't know they do it, but even the food looked cute and yummy to eat. (Y)The frozen yogurt just tastes like ice cream. I expected it to taste different. I don't know, haha.

Whenever I go to Boston, I always forget to bring my camera and I hate that. ):
I get too excited to go out.

I want to bring pictures home, grr.
But i brought a pair of gloves (which i think looks FUGLY, but my dad loves it) for my dad.

Sorry. No camera so i couldn't take a picture of it. D:
And if you insist i should take it now, i can't, cause my dad hid it somewhere. o.o
And, dad, it's covered with feathers because of my jacket.
Haha, I'm sorry! At least it's clean. :P

When I got home I noticed I had chocolate on my lip and no one told me! D:<

Being out when I'm allowed to makes me really miss when I just walk right out of the door not caring about the consequences.
I don't miss that I'd get yelled at though.
I'd be out a lot but when I come home my mom's always there to yell the crap out of me. :P
ALL. FRIGGIN. NIGHT.

I don't do that anymore because the yelling stresses me out so much more.
I remember the time I sat on the stairs in the dark just to talk to someone on the phone. (I'm not allowed to talk on the phone) My family was looking everywhere to make sure I didn't run away.

Well, this post is random, so it's not just about my trip to Boston. Here's another random topic. :P




WE'RE WATCHING YOU.

My cousins took stupid webcam pictures when we got home from Boston! xD

But i didn't take any pictures, cause i looked FUGLY -.-'Then, I stayed in the basement. It was 54 degrees in my basement, DAMN cold. ):
I can't turn on the heat because my grandma says its wasting money. O:<

Another random topic for ya. Hehe.

Look. My cousin wearing her rock star shades (she considers it rock star-ish). xD

Even she tries making that 'RAWR' pose that mostly rock stars like to make.
Lol, seems like she's trying to be a rock star? :P


Eh, since when she liked rock stars? o.o
Oh, whatever.


This thing also includes something funny. :D







Ozzy Osbourne.

HAHAHA, don't they look alike? <3

Wth, you say NO?! O:<
Dude, lemme show you the similarities. :P


Hair.
Round sunglasses.
Mouth open.
Roaring pose.


TADA xD


5:44 AM

Someone's been buried deep her whole life,





I recently got home today after my uncle treated me to some shopping. Oh my god, i haven't been shopping for a damn long time, i don't think i can even remember the last time I went to the mall and actually bought something myself. Throughout today, I felt so worried and sick and there was nothing I could do about it.

Last night, I knew there was something wrong with me. I talked to my uncle about how I can't concentrate in school anymore, I don't eat as much as I used to, I can't sleep anymore, I have no motivation to finish my work, I can't write or even talk to friends.

I just wanted to be alone. I feel like I'm slowly becoming the mute I used to be.

Last night I spilled everything from my heart in words to my uncle.
I said I feel like I'm dying mentally from the constant discouragement, insults, and negativity by my own mother.
I can't even get her out of my head. Her voice lingers everywhere I go.
Even in my sleep, in my dreams.

She's the voice that tells me I can't do it.

I felt every insult was like a small rock placed on my body. Through the years, I'm now starting to suffocate from being buried under it all. 

After the talk, my uncle, my aunt, and my grandma see that I am "sick with depression."
I believe that they are right.
After talking to them, I started weeping because they finally understand what I'm going through.

I'm 16. In 2 years, i'm gonna be in college. I thought college would be great. But now i'm thinking it's horrible. You know why? Because of my mother. She makes everything sound horrible. Everyday when i'm closer to going to college, the insults multiplied. Insults such as "you're a dumb animal", "you're as stupid as a cow", "you're so stupid, why should I even try to raise you?"and it goes on, and will never stop. She's the one crashing my dreams.

The thing that makes me annoyed by this is because my mom is a housewife because she failed out of school and always refused to find a job even when she was younger even though my dad is only an engineer.

Not only does she insult me about school but she also discourages me about everything else.
How do I live with that? How can I be able to be myself? How can I actually live like a human?

I used to be the good kid trying to keep her content but I realized that it's impossible.

I became an angry soul because I wasn't treated as a human. This is why I rebel and fight everyday.
Even when we try to have a normal conversation, in a few seconds we would be fighting and throwing/ breaking things.

I can't live, not here.

I literally had enough of this treatment that I can't even breathe.


5:29 AM

Which better? Reenie, or Kezzie? :D



Hey guys! ;D I am so happy that i have a blog with many lovely readers who adore all of my posts! {: Wanna know why? (; Well, it's because you're always here to help me! :D Today, i need to ask you readers a question. What's the question? Well, i have 3 nicknames. Reenie, Marine and Kezzie. Anyways, help me choose which one is better! And NO, do not vote for Marine, since i only like to be called Reenie or Kezzie, but i don't know which is better! xDD Please leave a comment saying your vote, thanks. (: I promise when voting's over, i'll write down your names and give you awesome compliments! :D (y) Well, i don't want this post to get boring, so i'mma post adorable pictures of me here!! ^^ Hope you like ~ Oh, also leave a comment in this post saying your opinion on all these cute pictures of me. I would love to hear your super sweet compliments on how gorgeous i am ♥


It's me, Marine. Just an ordinary girl! (;

Took this pic using my camera, but the flash made that white shiny thing. (x

But when i edited this pic,

I was like "Hmmmm.". xDD

I think, it's not TOO bad! :P

Hope you like, (:

That's me, :D

Used the duplicate and black and white effect to make this thing. (:

Oh and, i almost forgot. TEXT :3

HOHOHOHO xD

I'm not an expert at editing photos. :/

So, if my edit is bad,

Please tell me how to fix it! ;D

Hope you like this pic ~
It's me, Marine. Just an ordinary girl! (;

Took this pic using my camera, but the flash made that white shiny thing. (x

But when i edited this pic,

I was like "Hmmmm.". xDD

I think, it's not TOO bad! :P

Hope you like, (:


That's me, :D

Used the duplicate and black and white effect to make this thing. (:

Oh and, i almost forgot. TEXT :3

HOHOHOHO xD

I'm not an expert at editing photos. :/

So, if my edit is bad,

Please tell me how to fix it! ;D

Hope you like this pic ~


That's me, :D

Used the duplicate and black and white effect to make this thing. (:

Oh and, i almost forgot. TEXT :3

HOHOHOHO xD

I'm not an expert at editing photos. :/

So, if my edit is bad,

Please tell me how to fix it! ;D

Hope you like this pic ~


Yep, that's me, REEN :D

And sunglasses too. :3

Sorry if this is so bad, cause i ain't an expert and photo editing. :S

But if my editing is bad, please tell me how i can improve! (:

HOPE YOU LIKE THIS 8D


That's just me,

Holding my lovely little PHONE C:

I love you, phonee! xD

Well, i'm not too good at editing photos.

So if you notice anything bad about my edits,

Please tell me about it and i'll try to fix it, ASAP. :D

Thanks, hope you likee ~


I'm thinking of you, babyy. (:

This is an edited picture of me,

Just text, black white effect, blur and contact lenses! :D

Actually, the contacts were real, lol. CAUSE THEY'RE AWESOME YO (;

Personally, this is my favorite <3

DONCHA LOVE IT ~

My lovely peace sign, (which i LOVE <3)

And cross necklace.

Which represents JESUS :D

I'm christian, and i love it, yo. (':

Jesus, and christianity ftw. (Y)

Please love this photo, :D

LOL! Sorry if my edit's bad, T-T

Just tell me, and i'll try to make it better. C:

Thank youu! ;D


Combining 2 photos into one ~ Isn't that cool? :D

I took this pic when i felt bored (hates the feeling of being bored!! xP) in the CAR! o.o

I must waited for such a looong while.

So SUCKISH! xD

So, taking pics would have lifted my spirits! ☺

Well, i have one word to tell you guys;

L O L

Okay, done.

Hope you like this pic. (':


Me, trying to make a SURPRISED FACE O:

That's how i roll. Coming up with brand new UBER awesome styles. (Y)

This picture is O R I G I N A L !

And i swear, no editing is included in this pic, okay? :P

Hope you all like ~

[K]imberly [J]ocelyn [C]larkson

| PHOTO CORNER 2011 |


No comment. :B


Whoaa, i look sexy right? ~

PHEW. I was so scared this edit would turn out FUGLY D;

Finally i can edit a single picture with a super cute result! BLEGH! xD

With focal black and white, and also focal focus. C:

What do you think?

Of me, with makeup, curly hairdo, and colorful dress!! :D

I hope you like all parts of the picture! ^_^

Visit me if you wanna.

http://www.facebook.com/purple.lover.forever


Me, my style, and my pink T-SHIRT, and don't forget the most important,

CROSS NECKLACE [:

Really, no edit. All i did was put my nickname, Reenie into it! xD

Hope you all like ~

Btw, sorry for the uber short and lame description. Dx


| LOVE | SIGN | 

For my DUDUTS sister, [K]evin[F]abiola[C]hanrie!

I hope you see this and not MISS me anymore, :P

I wanna hug you N O W ♥

Love you a lot! > u <

Your sister,

Reenie. C:


Psh, that's just me.

With my stupid pose. [i THINK! :S]

Just peace sign and winking eyes, nothing special. [BLEGH!]

But when i edit this pic,

I don't think it's too bad, lah. (:

Haha! xP

Hope you all like! ^^


Friday, March 4, 2011

6:52 PM

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Bonjour. My name's Kimberly and i'm 15, turning 16. 20 September is my birthday. I'm just another somebody. I'm extremely fond of chocolates and cheesecakes. I heart simplicity and i've a passion for soft colors - blue, pink, white. I swear my deep love for Japanese mangas & animes. I have a faint interest in learning French and Japanese. I'm pretty quiet, except that when i'm really HIGH, i can get reallyreallyreally wild. I believe in miracles, alright, and hell yesh, i love my pretty awesome friends. I like: Kpop/Jpop/English Music. Personal faves inlude Taylor Swift + Katy Perry + SNSD + SHINee + Kim Bum. I'm from Chicago, IL, USA. I live in a semi-detached. I love to sing, dance, and act. My favorite songs are Love Story, Fearless, Teenage Dream, Firework and Fashion. I'm in a band called Diva Effect with my 2 best friends, Ashleigh and Yasmin. I play the guitar, Ashleigh sings, Yasmin plays the drums. We're currently working on a song called This Is Your Life. It's our first song, so no insults please. (: So, love you if you love me(: I ain't perfect but I'm unique, live with it. If you wish to contact me, please send an email to ivyrose135@yahoo.com or ask me for my Skype name. Thank you.

Imma a music/books/iTouch lover & a twitter/tumblr/taptap addict. ^^

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there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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