VOLCANO on the BALCONY!
watch your step if you dare risk getting closer to me.Goodbye forever, brother...
You hardly every come to see me,
But whenever you do,
You go back home so fast.
That's just how you live.
Oh,
You take and take and take until there's nothing left for me...
I should've known that you were trouble,
From the first time i saw you...
Gave you all i had and you tossed in the trash,
To give me all your love was all i ever asked for because,
What you don't understand is;
I'd catch a grenade for ya!
Throw my hand on a blade for ya!
I'd jump in front of a train for ya!
You know i'd do anything for ya,
I would go through all that pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, i would die for you,
But you wont do the same.
You can beat till i'm numb,
Tell the devil i said "hey",
When you get back to where you came from.
Mad brother,
Bad brother,
That's just what you are.
Yeah, you'll smile in my face, and rip the breaks out my car.
Gave you all i had and you tossed it in the trash,
Yes, you did!
To give me all your love is all i ever asked for because,
What you don't understand is;
I'd catch a grenade for ya!
Throw my hand on a blade for ya!
I'd jump in front of a train for ya!
You know i'd do anything for ya,
I would go through all that pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, i would die for you,
But you wont do the same.
If my body was on fire,
You'd watch me burn down in the flames.
You said you loved me but you're a liar cause you never, ever, ever did!
But i'll still catch a grenade for ya!
Throw my hand on a blade for ya!
I'd jump in front of a train for ya!
You know i'd do anything for ya!
I would go through all that pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, i would die for you,
But you wont do the same.
No, you wont do the same.
You wouldn't do the same.
Hi. I'm Kimberly Jocelyn Clarkson. Nothing special about me, except that i'm beloved by everyone. Except for one person. Henry Clarkson, my brother who died on 14 January 2011.
Who is he? Well, he's the guy that i dedicate this post to. The first time i saw him, i thought he was a wonderful boy. But i was wrong. He's a monster. Even though he treats me like dirt, i'll still love him forever and ever. But he wont do the same. :/
How did he die? Well, he was walking home from a party on 14 January 2011 at 11:26pm. But then, a drunk kid was driving home from a party and then when the light was green (for HUMANS, not cars), Henry walked, but that stupidly blind drunk kid didn't see the light, so he hit Henry. Oh, Henry, i hope you're reading this up from heaven, i wish it was ME who got hit by that drunk kid. I love you so much. Goodbye, forever.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
8:21 PMAnd that's the way i loved you.
He is sensible,
And so incredible,
And all my single friends are jealous.
He says everything i need to hear.
And it's like i couldn't ask for anything better.
He opens up my door and he says "You look beautiful tonight!".
And i feel perfectly fine.
But i miss screaming & fighting & kissing in the rain,
It's 2am and i'm cursing your name!
You're so in love that you act insane,
And that's the way i loved you.
Breaking down and coming undone,
It's a roller coaster kinda rush!
Never knew i could feel that much,
And that's the way i loved you.
He respects my space and never makes me wait,
And he calls exactly when he says he will,
He's close to my mother,
And he talks business with my father.
He's charming, and endearing,
And i'm comfortable.
But i miss been screaming & fighting & kissing in the rain,
It's 2am and i'm cursing your name!
You're so in love that you act insane,
And that's the way i loved you.
Breaking down and coming undone,
It's a roller coaster kinda rush!
Never knew i could feel that much,
And that's the way i loved you.
He can't see the smile i'm faking,
And my heart's not breaking,
Cause i'm not feeling anything at all,
And you were wild and crazy,
Just so frustrating,
Intoxicating,
Complicating,
Got away by some mistake and now...
I miss screaming & fighting & kissing in the rain,
It's 2am and i'm cursing your name!
I'm so in love that i acted insane,
And that's the way i loved you.
Breaking down and coming undone,
It's a roller coaster kinda rush!
Never knew i could feel that much,
And that's the way i loved you.
Monday, January 17, 2011
6:50 PMSickSickSick.
Sick, now i'm fucking moodless.
Totally confused.
School's alright.
Hey, bitch. Can you do me a favor? Good.
Die, please. Thank you ♥
You don't know anything, fuck off from my life.
I'll be glad to help you end your pitiful life.
Too bad you don't know my blog link.
This special post is for you.
You backstabbing liar.
Friday, January 14, 2011
5:53 AMAwesome Eight! :D
Last eight to write on my wall.
1. Puteri Alisa ♥
2. Aimee Chan ♥
3. Jessie Tyson ♥
4. Raz Mira Razlan ♥
5. Sofia Izzati ♥
6. Brenda Ng ♥
7. Eva Tan ♥
8. Tabitha Ow ♥
Number 1
What’s their name?:
- Puteri Alisa. :D
How old are they?:
- A year older than me. (:
Are they an only child?:
- Nope.
How long have you known them?:
- Few years. :B
What is their favorite color?:
- Purple! :D
What are they afraid of?:
- She's a daredevil! (Y)
What do they want to do for a living?:
- I don't know.
Number 2
What’s their name?:
- Aimee Chan ♥
How did you meet?:
- CHS! :DD
Would you ever date this person?:
- Nopee. (:
Maybe just practice kiss?:
- NO!
What is your favorite thing about this person?:
- her weird-ness. (:
Have you met their family?:
- Her sister! :D
How often do you see this person?:
- ALL the time! :D
Do you trust them?:
- YES (:
Have you ever gotten into an arguement?:
- Um, I don't think so..
When will be the next time you see them?:
- Tomorrow! (Y)
Number 3
What’s their name?:
- Jessie Tyson. (:
Have you ever met this person?:
-YESHHHHH :DD
When was the last time you seen them?:
- 2 days ago.
Have you ever kissed this person?:
- No.
How often do you see them?:
- Um, sometimes I see her many times sometimes i don't? xD
Do you and this person have any common friends?:
- Duh!
How good does this person know you?:
- I'm sure she knows me well. (;
Would you do anything for this person?:
- Yeap. (:
Could they survive on a deserted island alone?:
-Without her best friends? nope! :D
What is their favorite kind of food?:
- Delicious food. xD Everyone loves food! ♥
Name one memory you’ve had with this person:
- Hugging everybody on the last day of school. (':
Number 4
What’s their name?:
- Raz Mira Razlan ♥
Do they have any special talents?:
- Yeap. PRETTINESS ♥
What do they want to do for a living?:
- I dunno.
Do they have any pets?:
- I don't think so.
Would they kill someone if it wasnt against the law?:
- maybe if she's a bad girl. (x
Do they have a bf/gf?:
- Nope.
Do you think you’ll know them forever?:
- Dunno. :B
Have you ever faught with this person before?:
- Nope .
If this person showed up at your house drunk, would you let them in?:
- YES! :D
Number 5
What’s their name?:
- SOFIA! (:
Are you close with this person?:
- Maybe. (:
When was the last time you seen them?: .
- School.
When was the last time you remember fighting with this person?:
- We haven't fought before. :D
Would you do anything for this person?:
- Yeah, sure. (:
Do you know his/her family?:
- Nope.
Do they play any instruments?: .
- Do you, Sofia? :B
Would you take them on vacation with you?:
- Sure! ♥
Number 6
What’s their name?:
- BRENDA NG (:
Where do they live?:
- Idk.
Do they work or go to school?:
- Go to school. (:
If work, where?:
- SCHOOL.
If school, where?:
- CHS :D
Have you ever seen this person drunk?
- she's always drunk. :p JKJK.
How often do you see this person?:
- Not so much. :/
Does this person know your deepest darkest secrets?:
- Nope. (: but I know his. (; Rumors! :DD
Is there an inside joke between you and this person?:
- Dunno. :S
Have you ever lied to this person intentionally?:
- Yes, actually. xD Cause she wanted to know who I like. (x
Number 7
What’s their name?:
- EVA TANNNNN :D
What do you like least about this person?:
- Nothing. (:
Does this person have any talents?:
- Yeap. ;D
What about an imagination?:
- She has amazing imagination. (Y)
What are some things you have in common?:
- We love each other and we're awesome together. (:
How long have you known this person?:
- 2 years. :B
Ever ditched school with this person?:
- No.........:D
Has he/she ever been arrested?:
- Yeah, for loving me too much! (: Love you too, B. :D
If he/she needed a place to crash for the night, would you let them stay?:
- OF COURSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D
Do they have a bf/gf?:
- Maybe.
What kind of music do they like?:
- Pop music! :DD
Number 8
What’s their name?:
- Tabitha Ow ♥
How old is this person?:
- 16.
How long have you known them?:
- Not that long...
Do you know their family?:
- Her brother Andy and her sister Bethel, A.K.A Beth.
Who is their favorite musician?:
- Idk.
Do they drive?:
- nope.
When was the last time you seen them?:
- Forgot. :B
What is something they do for fun?:
- Talk to Beth? (:
What is something that they always say to you?:
- KIM (:
Does this perosn have any nicknames for you?:
- yeah.
If so, what are they?:
- Kim
Random Questions
Have you ever dated anyone on your top?:
- Nopes. (: but i married 2. (x
If so, who?:
- never dated anybody.
Do you like anyone on your top?:
- NOPE! I love them. (;
Are anyone on your top currently dating?:
- Idk. :B
Would you give number 3 a massage if they asked for it?:
- Of course. (: anything for you babeee! :D
Would number 2 comfort you when you are crying?:
- Yes. (:
When was the last time number 2 seen number 5?:
- School.
Do they even know each other?:
- Yeah.
Would number 3 and number 6 be a good couple?:
- AAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA, nooooooo!
What about 2 and 6?:
- AHAHAHAHAHAHHA, noooo! Again. :B
If 4 and 5 got together, what would you say?:
- MIRA AND SOFIA?!??! well, they are BEST FRIENDS. :p
Pick 3 of the 8 to go with you to a deserted island::
- Aimee, Mira and Brenda. :D Cause i wanna see these 3 ♥
How many of these people have you kissed?:
- None. (:
Have any of them had sex before?:
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Have you had sex with any of them before?:
- That's not funny. -.-
How many of them have you gone to school with?:
- All, :D
If given the chance would number 1 kill number 2 ?:
- Nope! :D
Would 2 kill 3?:
- AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, no. :p
What would happen if 1-8 had a sleepover?:
- WHY DIDN'T YOU AJAK ME?! ):<
Does 1 have a crush on you?:
- No. xD
Do you know any secrets about number 2 that you cant tell anyone?:
- yeah. :B
Have you told anyone?
- Yes. :S Aimee, if you're reading this, THEN IT WAS BY ACCIDENT! -.-'
If number 3 asked you to marry them, you’d say:
- SURE BAYBEH :D
Have you talked about marrying anyone on your top?:
- NOOOOOOO.
Whats the wildest thing you and number 2 did together?:
- Throw a water balloon right in front of her and she got super wet. :D
Sunday, January 9, 2011
12:10 AMProfile
Bonjour. My name's Kimberly and i'm 15, turning 16. 20 September is my birthday. I'm just another somebody. I'm extremely fond of chocolates and cheesecakes. I heart simplicity and i've a passion for soft colors - blue, pink, white. I swear my deep love for Japanese mangas & animes. I have a faint interest in learning French and Japanese. I'm pretty quiet, except that when i'm really HIGH, i can get reallyreallyreally wild. I believe in miracles, alright, and hell yesh, i love my pretty awesome friends. I like: Kpop/Jpop/English Music. Personal faves inlude Taylor Swift + Katy Perry + SNSD + SHINee + Kim Bum. I'm from Chicago, IL, USA. I live in a semi-detached. I love to sing, dance, and act. My favorite songs are Love Story, Fearless, Teenage Dream, Firework and Fashion. I'm in a band called Diva Effect with my 2 best friends, Ashleigh and Yasmin. I play the guitar, Ashleigh sings, Yasmin plays the drums. We're currently working on a song called This Is Your Life. It's our first song, so no insults please. (: So, love you if you love me(: I ain't perfect but I'm unique, live with it. If you wish to contact me, please send an email to ivyrose135@yahoo.com or ask me for my Skype name. Thank you.Imma a music/books/iTouch lover & a twitter/tumblr/taptap addict. ^^
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